30 days.

30 days has september, april, june and november.
wow, where has the time went. this month is already half over. fall is my favorite time of year. as much as i don't want the time to fly by, i sure do love fall. the leaves changing, pumpkins :) haunted houses, and of course my fucking birthday!!
which we have already discussed.
and most of all, this has been a learning period for me. my rock, my sister has been in california for a month and a half and i clearly have been struggling without her.
we were in a huge fight for nearly 5 months, and missed out on so much of each others lives. and when she gets back, i feel like part of me will be whole again. i am so happy when she is around, she is my best friend. and i swear, knows me better than anyone in the whole world.
so not to wish this time away but i seriously can't wait til she is back and a little sanity is restored in my crazy world.