i guess it doesn't matter how much someone hurts you, when you love them, that changes everything. i can't describe in words how i feel about someone, someone who showed me the mistakes i made, showed me how to be stronger and showed me what pain is like.
but timing on this love is ridiculous. someone who needs to work on themselves is so painful. i'm ready to make mistakes in love again, but waiting for someone to help themselves and change is so hard.
so starting over, waiting, just pretending that cuddle and kiss and i love you was the beginning of a great change. closure, or opensure as he said. or the end of one chapter, and the beginning of a new one. i just have to be strong, but being strong is a little hard. so one day at a time i'm going to accept starting over and taking it slow and who knows, maybe it will never work again, or maybe it will be the beginning of something great.
just one day at a time.
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