Wednesday, September 14, 2011

2 steps forward, 3 steps back.

the drunk call. yep, we all do it.
so paco called me tonight all randomly. of course as inquisitive as fuck, but i stood my ground. i was all casual and tried to act like i didn't care that he was calling. but of course i did.
and of course i made a mess and called him back. drunk.
accusing him of hanging out with his loyal band of facebook whores as i call him (the 18 year olds that worship him online).
i'm so stupid. the ball was in my court and now its not.
fuck.
well then i made a bigger mess and texted him saying sorry. wow. really ash? i need therapy i swear.
well i already made a huge mess, don't need to make a bigger one, back to ignoring him for a few days.

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